Staying Hopeful

For someone who suffers from depression and multiple chronic illnesses you would think staying hopeful would be a daily struggle. I've been trying to decide whether or not I've been able to stay hopeful through this journey simply due to being a positive person, when in reality I believe that I've been able to hold onto hope, even in the darkest of moments, because I am one of the lucky ones who has been blessed with an amazing support system. My family and friends have never once given up on me, so how could I possibly give up on myself? Don't get me wrong, I've wanted to give up MANY times. I've wanted to throw in the towel and just let disease have it's way with me. But how in the hell could I do that when I have two growing boys who still very much NEED their mom; a husband who has given his ALL to help me through this journey; parents who have sacrificed more than I'll ever know to support and love me and my family; and friends who have continued to be by my side since middle school or longer? I refuse to let them down without fighting. So, when it comes down to it, I have to thank my loved ones, the many people in my life, whether or not they're still here or you're one of them reading this right now, if you have prayed for me, loved me and supported me in any way over the years, it's because of you that I've been able to continue this fight, it's because of you that I've been able to hold on to hope. Thank you for loving me and never giving up on me.

Love always,

Sarah

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